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Even the ability…
…to express myself on these sheets of
paper, is an incredible and unmerited gift from God. I must
endeavor to find out why I have been blessed with this gift
and then seek to use it accordingly.
To love my children.
To love my wife.
To go, go, go...all day, all night.
To create.
To destroy.
To fall down and get up…
…all of which I am able to do only
because of the extreme grace of God.
Why
then the dis-ability…
To want and desire more than any other
man (or woman) that I know…
To have to
constantly pour water on the flames that burn so fiercely
within me…
To be able to
successfully navigate paths that most people are not even
aware exist…
To abate,
dismantle, discount and worse of all - forget the person that
I am, the person that I love and admire and desire…
The disability of self-restriction in
what would otherwise be a joyously unrestricted, fulfilling
and sensuous journey through the remarkable maze of life… |
