Alone on the stage,
for the first time,
I can’t find the comforting faces,
I know that they are there,
They must be there….
How can this be happening?
This is my stage,
My territory,
My world…
This is where,
I do things my way,
And get away with it.
Somehow I always pull it off,
But tonight I just can’t.
Competent counsel,
My partner, that is.
I wonder if she feels alone?
She should.
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No beginning,
No end.
The night just meanders along.
What did I miss…
T hat
is the thought in my head.
Where is my incompetence?
Was I too confident,
Too assuming?
I don’t know…
I do know that I am very uncomfortable,
My legs hurt,
My mind hurts,
And my heart hurts…
All that said,
All that felt,
I will learn from this,
I will grow as I work through this,
Alone…
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